LIFE IS FULL OF SURPRISES

Model Khas kusayang....

2010-07-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

Tahun 2010 sudah hampir berakhir. Lama sungguh tidak menulis apa-apa dalam blog ni. Cuma mungkin masa tidak mengizinkan dan malas sebenarnya. Sedar tiada siapa pun yang baca....cuma bagus sebagai luahan hati dan perasaan sebab kadangkala luahan itu tidak perlu diluahkan kepada insani....cukup sekadar hanya kita yang tahu....!

Sejak June lagi, sibuk mengisi borang permohonan untuk melanjutkan pelajaran...dipanggil interview oleh uitm... pergi.. tetapi bila sedar kemasukan pada 19 june 2010...rasa hati berbelah bagi. So, keputusan diambil untuk tidak meneruskan proses permohonan- research proposal dan wang proses tidak dihantar. So...tak dioffer lah. Sayang pada Model Khas melimpah ruah. Tak sanggup meninggalkan anak-anak kecil yang teramat perlu ilmu dan kasih sayang. Walaupun guru lain boleh dicari, tetapi tak rela kasih anak-anak itu berubah kepada orang lain. Kedengarannya selfish...tapi itulah realiti... kasih sayang tak dapat ditukar ganti.

2009-09-30T12:59:00.005+08:00

Raya come and go....

2009-09-28T13:29:00.003+08:00

1 Syawal datang lagi dan syukur Alhamdulillah aku masih diberi peluang untuk hidup dan menikmati suasana berhari raya...justeru meraikan kemenangan bagi seluruh umat Islam selepas sebulan berpuasa. Tahun ini kami berhari raya di ganu. Suasana ok je...macam biasale. Tapi tahun ini tahun tak sihat untuk aku. Batuk sejak ogos sampai le ni tak baik-baik....getting worse...sampai dapat asma. Akhirnya....rasa tak semangat nak sambut raya. Masak ala kadar je....for the first time....aku buat nasi goreng je di pagi raya. KELAKAR TAK? Aku malas bebenor dan plus tak larat nak mengisah masak di dapur.
Lagipun, di pagi raya kedua, kami nak bertolak balik ke Selangor. Jadi malas nak buat juadah banyak-banyak. Makan je kat umah mak mertuaku ........kalau tak, tak habis pulak. Pagi raya saat paling best....dapat bersalam-salaman dan bermaaf maafan denga suami tercinta. Banyak benor rasanya....dosa.
Raya kedua paling syok .......pepagi lagi bertolak ke umah ibuku. Kesian dia....hanya beraya bertiga. Sabor lah omak.....tahun dopan....giliran kita pulak beraya bersama. Walau apapun, syukur kepada Allah kerana masih dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik memungkinkan kita mampu berjumpa dan bersama di hari raya tahun ini.
Kepada semua kawan-kawan...especially untuk amiechomel....selamat beraya...maaf di atas salah dan silap. Jemputlah ke umah kita. Ada lagi serdak kuih raya.....he he he.

Life is full of surprises....

2009-07-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

My dear blog, i think the new title is more suitable for me.so many things happen that you sometimes ...or most of the time cannot predict or expect what is it actually the end of it. Within the process of it also, you cannot figure out why or how does it happen. as a mother and a teacher, i face so many events....be it sorrow, joy or laughter. They come and go without even u realise it.
This week started with a very challenging problem that myself and my hubby have to face. Basyir, my eldest son,sometimes can be sooooo troublesome...in a way that i feel that he is not good at controlling himself...do not behave like what he should be...a very lazy learner and all that things actually not inherited from me...hehehe. He sms and called us on saturday nite, telling that he has been 'wallup' by his friend....well , some misunderstanding between boys. I was really shocked and of course sad with what happened. This is not the first time he was beaten by friends...or school mates. It happened when he was in SESMA...he was bullied by the seniors. We had a very hard time....sakit hati, marah, sedih bila mengenangkan dipukul oleh ramai pelajar senior di dalam dorm in the middle of the nite,tanpa dibela oleh seorang pun...membuatkan i feel like want to scream like hell.
Last year, he was wallup by the form four and five students after he wallup the form one students who wallup his brother, haziq. itu fair and square lah. he took revenge for his brother. now, he was beaten for the mistake that he did not do. he was crying and asked us to take him out of the school. i know he is still traumatized. we went to the school and tried to settle the problem with cikgu azmi(thanx a lot). he is very understanding and he helped us to solve the problem. we were there until 1.30 am ....outside of the school gate.
For the next few days.....i was uneasy....and really scared thinking about my son's safety. Anything can happen and make me wonder...why him? Well...what i can figure out is that he is so active..like to walk around from one place to another, and he always be at the wrong place at the wrong time.
Luckily, after three days, everything has cooled down. Now we are in peace now...i can sleep and laugh again. That's why i said..life is full of surprises. one day,you can be sooo sad and sorrow,whereas on the other day, things can be so exciting. I am relieved that this problem has over..he doesn't have to transfer to another school....at least at this moment....thank god. What i need to do is to lebihkan doa....pray for the good things to come......insyaallah.

SWEET VACATION AT D LEGEND ISLAND

2009-06-30T16:25:00.000+08:00

Lamo dah rasonya esei tak menulih dalam blog ni. Rasa rindu pulak. Tapi itu lah, masanya rasanya kian sedikit buatku. Tak dok can nak berjoli katak macam dulu. Sibuk aje kerojenye. Sejak dilantik jadi penyelaras model khas or also known as PKR.....Penolong Kanan Rendah...macam-macam kerja menanti. Kerja pengurusan plus mengajor...rasa tertekan sangat. kalau kat sekolah biasa, pk dan gb ngajor sikit je...tapi aku....kerja macam ....tak terkata. itu lah, bila cuti penggal baru ni, mulalah plan bagai nak rak nak g vacation. Mulanya nak ke sarawak...tapi pulus lak kurang, so ke langkawi sajalah.

We went there on the first week of the school holidays. On the 5.6.09 we started our journey to Kedah. We spent a night at my sis's house. The next morning, we went to the island. My children ..of course were very excited to board the ferry and they really enjoyed the beautiful scenery there. We stayed at a beautiful resort...Langkasuka Beach Resort...a resort by the open sea. So happening and feel like tak nak balik. Wanted to spend the rest of the holidays there...relax and relax...... Here are the photos when we were there....

UPSR O....UPSR

2008-11-18T13:38:00.000+08:00

13 November 2008, result UPSR diumumkan. Sad to say, the result was not as what we had expected. Only 15 out of 26 pupils got 5A's while another 8 got 4A's. They were crying like hell...o my god...it was like a funeral ceremony. I went to the PPD that morning with the pengetua and she was sooooo quiet when she looked at the result papers. I tried to remain calm....and controlled my thumping heart. However, at the end of the day, pengetua sms us and said we are still the best school in the state. Alhamdulillah, we still number one in the country. Hopefully we still can stand top at national level as previous years. Congrats to all my colleagues and me too....yeah.......go babey.....

happy eidulfitri

2008-10-20T11:23:00.000+08:00

1 Oktober 2008 merupakan hari yang paling ditunggu-tunggu oleh semua insan yang bergelar Muslim. Hari raya aidilfitri ..hari yang paling best sekali especially buat kanak-kanak. Maklumlah hari tu dapat pakai baju baru, kasut baru,pendek kata semua serba baru. Tapi kan i gerenti ......orang tua pun sama gak..eleh. Betul lah tu.

Tahun ni kami sambut raya di Bukit Beruntung. Ceria mak dapat beraya ramai-ramai dengan anak cucu. Walaupun suasana tak macam kampung, dapat berjalan sini-sana, tapi yang paling penting hubungan kekeluargaan dapat dieratkan. Adalah juga sedara yang datang berkunjung. Pakcik Aziz n family pun datang. Kira meriahlah jugak. Keesokan harinya, kami ke Gombak, pergi ke rumah pakcik. Bagiku, hari raya ni memang meaningful habis.

Hi....hi....hi...

2008-09-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hi frenz....
this is my first time trying to create my own blog. Hopefully this blog would be able to strengthen our friendship. Of course lah...semua kan busy. Ada-ada je keroje yang nak dibuat. Any how, sudi-sudikanlah visit my blog and send your comments...wokay?